真气人.....

真是受不了..搞了半天 原来我在上海update不了...Actually quite a few blog sites is blocked in China... Initially i was so excited on setting up my own site..finally after being put aside for so long you know....guess i got no choice but to keep my excitement and feelings bottled up all the way til i am away then i can update... maybe by then the feelings 已经被时间冲淡, 心里的那毂冲动也已消失...

It is quite disappointing to face so many hurdles...it feels tiring at times overcoming one problem after another while others just happen to get to the goal post straight. Maybe some will say .. well thats life , some people just happen to get a better deal....what do you say ? Its not their fault you got a lousy deal... just happen you are at the wrong place at the wrong time.

Life is not just about that thing or this thing. Guess you must take every thing as a whole package, focus on the better things that happen. Feel good or feel bad is all depends on your brain.. on how u perceive the event/situation .....

Of course at first you will feel happy or upset... but time tones the feeling down. After some time when you revisit the issue, the feelings the views might be totally different. It might dosen't matters anymore... Or you might be able to take a more rational view on things...

Thats what i feel for now. But nevertheless i will still try to make every effort to keep this site updated :)